You're so beautiful they say
My mouth stays silent
My mind says think again
You're always so happy they say
My lips curve upward
My eyes hold back tears
You're so strong they say
My words thank them
My thoughts refuse to believe
You're so smart they say
My cheeks flush
My grades tell otherwise
You're perfect they say
My head looked down
My stability fluctuates
You're the one I look up to they say
My feet walk away
My desires yell suicide
Why do I have to be so good
At putting on a face
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