I'm going to be EXACTLY what is thought about me, acted towards me, and said of me
Soft
Unnecessary
Running my mouth
If that can be said to me
And thats all in the good favor towards you
Yet thats what you think of me
Because I dont have a problem sharing my feelings on some times how you make me feel
I cant talk to you
then...
Yea im the one with the problem.
All the issues
Yep...exactly!
Go listen to those that dont know me
Tell my story please🧘🏽♀️
Tell people how Im feeling and why
If you can find the solution or even show emotion on how someone acts in their relationship
Then why can't you find the solution and act on your own?
But im not paying attention!
How can you be so strong on how someone else should treat a person
Not knowing the entire story
Yet demeanor me and mine bc you're doing nothing to me?
You're doing nothing wrong...
Hmmm
You're understanding the wrong side
You cant understand mine
Because you dont allow people to see why I have to dry my own eyes
Thats why people think there's something wrong with me
Cant no one give advice to better you
If you're not truthful even to what you dont understand.
And thats just it...
If you don't even consider to understand then don't run and tell no man
The advice given wouldnt be off the full story Just of what you didnt care to listen to
So how can you explain anything for someone else to understand?
There's nothing wrong with you
But you stop routine...
Why does it even matter when what's suppose to be normal routine makes you mean?
Are you a bad person... No
Have you been good to me?
When you want to be
Do I even make you happy?...
I dont know why you shouldnt be
But what's important to me?
The words and assurity is what means a lot to me
Everything that comes with if you really loved me
Im not young...
Im just going by what you have shared with me
Im just not who you prefer to have that type of love with
I go to sleep knowing that every night
It doesn't take time to love a person thats right
But people only love whom they think is worth the fight
You right
I can't make you change...
never have...
That wasnt me
But if changes aren't necessary enough to keep US
Then I guess I need to catch this Greyhound bus
I'm not adjusting (another word for changing)anymore
Since it's about what I want
If any of this was about what I wanted...
There'd be no us!
I'm fighting for us to continue
Respectively for us..
Two people...
Meaning we both should be satisfied
Bc there was a compromise
Can't never get to that
It doesn't matter because you're always done...
Where was the closure for me hun?
That was all about you and your feelings
Yet im suppose to just respect that and ignore all about how im feeling?
Yes it is always you...
You're good when things are good until I'm "in my feelings"
I tried to run away from it all but realization was I have no friends
The ones I sooooooo- call have
Only wants to get in my draws
Nooooooo but you not making me mad
Soooo who suppose to start making phone calls?
The only friend Im suppose to have I want to get away from
Since my feelings about your feelings are scum
Who allows their partner to cry themselves to sleep at night?
Where was my friend?
I'd never allow you to do that
Even if this wasn't going to have an eternal win
Why do I feel this way?
Nothing else was ever given to say different
This isn't over it being my way
It was turned into it not being my way
That's the excuse he uses when I just want to get back to it being about him...
Bae
I dont even acknowledge my feelings a lot
Because I have had enough of these accusations and treatment
So im put into category assuming
When my feet have already been soaked
So better yet just ask me what episode are we in
Why do I only say what's bad and never good?
I can praise a persons good all day
That doesnt hurt me
That doesnt bother me
That's what people want to hear
But that's not the truth
Thats not me
Im not trying to draw people away from him
If anything it'll be away from me
Because instead of seeing what's obviously here to read
They'll rather call you to ask whats wrong with me
or judge me
Not want me around
And you'll follow suit not being my bodyguard Knowing you're apart of this stress
Who suppose to protect me
Right...
I almost forgot
You could careless
Again...
Im not assuming anything
These words came from your mouth
"It's over"
You're done with it
You thought ending it that way
You thought that was best
Not caring how I deal with it
Yep...you showing me you could care less
So how am I assuming
If that's what you stressed?
Go ahead
Make a mockery and laugh with others that read this post
It's ok
I'm use to it anyway
I'll just pray
Either way...
God will make sure things pan out to be ok
He never disappointed me
Even when he probably didn't think it was that much disarray
He's the only one that wanted to pay that much attention to me😞
He loved me... anyway
He wanted me happy
He wanted me to continue to be his...
Tynet
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