I'll just sit on the bed in the dark,
Alone and sad,
I know my tears won't dry,
Deep down I don't wanna die,
I've had my chance and I've tried,
I know I will never see my loved ones,
The ones I loved once,
I'll just leave a note for mum and dad,
let them have that one as a remembrance,
Infact I hope they don't remember,
I hope they erase me from there minds,
Burn my things and bury them in sand.
When I'm layed to rest you all should smile,
Don't roll on the floor, don't cry, don't wear black,
Don't come out to give those speech that describes me as nice,
Don't say "I wish we had more time",
You had time more than enough time,
Don't act like you care you should have done that when I was alive.
Please don't cage me up in the ground,
I've been caged too long in this life,
Just burn my body and scatter the ashes in the light,
you can stand on the clef and pour it down into the seas mouth,
let the ocean breeze spread it out,
I would have loved to go to the beach and spend the night,
Just observe how the water moves from side to side,
But that's never going to happen so I'll let the dream slid
©deryl
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