My first happiness in my life was with you

I was happy with you for the first time in my life
Being without you was a cruelty for me
being without you is death, being without you is exhaustion
it wouldn't be without you
I am with you, happy, peaceful with you
Being without you is a cruelty, being without you is haram for me
I love you being without you is worse than death
I am with you and peaceful, happy with you
©Kader Kırç