everytime I'm feelin myself, I think in my head damn I look good.
just for that moment.
the feeling eventually fades away.
and I'm back to the same thing, feeling unwanted, pretending I'm ok.
when really deep down only I know the truth behind it.
I tell myself so many things.
I'm bad, thats good, I'm happy, bad mood.
one min. make sense, I cant, I could.
make up my mind.
the truth, more lies..
mistakes made, lessons learned.
this time, it's time, to live life, love look back.
and say I did it!!
©mamacita79
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