You might think you know who I am
But honestly I don't even know my own plan
Really I'm just confused
It's how I've always lived
I guess I was gullible to them
I think that's where it all started
Took me some years to figure it out
That this isn't the way to go about
But I was younger and didn't understand
I think that's what messed me up in the end
I looked to the wrong people for guidance
Now I'm struggling trying to find it
I had to abandon what I was taught
It's hard to forget what took root in my heart
They built the foundation, I had to take it down
But now I'm lost with no structure
How am I gonna build this house?
It put me in a weakened state
I think I need a break
But how can I give a break to what's already broken
I don't know this isn't adding up to me
I'm just tryna build some sense
I'm gonna need it for the foundation
Because in order to build a house I gotta have the skills to make it
©poeticlee
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