O

my head

I've been in my head for too long.
And times are passing me by.
been looking in my past to find answers to why but all I get are memories holding me back.
that is dead and gone
but still stuck to my ribs like fat
my heart will always have a special place.
no more looking to what could've been.
looking to the future for what can be.
and this is my story
with every default and glory.
I believed in me way back when
confidence thin...
I'm tired of believing in others when I am the one to believe in.
And in that is truth.
no more games,
just terms being accomplished.
And words being honest.
©ohzhane