my heart is bleeding without you.
torn apart by the thousands of times I still love you.
but nothing seems to ease this heartache.
the gaping black hole where you left the knife in my chest.
you left.
you died.
and I cry every night wanting to be where you are.
yet I'm in another's arms.
people say you don't get over your first love?.
well, I would give anything to have your ghost linger.
to feel your touch again.
so I can be ok.
I miss you.
sometimes I wonder in heaven do you ever think of me?
is loneliness the same thing as down here?
or do you laid on a cloud somewhere watching me as I go on missing you?
all of my other ex's didn't matter to me.
they didn't feel the same as you.
they didn't hug me and love me like you did.
yeah I sit here in the dark.
writing this cause I can't sleep.
my girlfriend is far away and I sitting here All alone.
but you can't put a price on loneliness when everyone else has sleeping with them at home.
I wish she was here right now.
I hate being alone.
©darkdeity
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