this one comes directly from the heart.
it's because of a little girl that my heart got torn apart.
so I write this to you now to explain my past.
so buckle up sit tight and hold on because I'm going be driving real fast.
see we met when we was real real young.
and we didn't care what anyone else thought.
because we started out as friends we started out talking and laughing.
and as time when on we started hugging and dating.
but we had a problem ya know?
see nobody else saw what we saw, nobody else thought we would ever make it.
always trying to tear us apart always trying to rip and naw at our heat.
well I tell you right from the start
we said we didn't care what anyone else thought.
we made a promise to always love each other ❤️
and that no matter what we would always be there for each other
well flash forward 8 mounths and see what happens
ya see it didn't turn out happily ever after
cuz her mom got to her.
twisted her mind and made her think that she never loved me ever.
and guess what?
it worked!
see just finished talking to her now,
said I will never convince her that she ever loved me.
that all those times she must have been lying.
and now here I am tonight.
here I am right now.
feel like I got hit with a brick wall.
we used to stand so tall
I tried to catch her
but she wanted to fall
the girl I loved is dead
that's what she said!
and I don't care what anyone else thinks
I loved her so
and I know she loved me!!
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I know she loved me dog
how do you go from "love will always be there for you I plan to be that love"
to know your saying, " I don't care what I saying " I never loved you, I was lying my ass off and I don't care about none of it" well me?
I'll never understand it.
I've been broken hearted before
but this is insane!
I can't bare or even deal with this pain!
my heart is hurting rn and it's all because of you.
so you see I think I might retire my pen now, and say goodbye to to all of you!
just go and retire and try to get through it
just ended up writing the same shit over and over anyway.
ain't nobody gunna listen to that tape!
so I say goodbye to all tonight
it was fun while it lasted but all good things must come an end.
it's all so aimless
so pointless.
because even your own shadow leaves you in darkness.
©brokensoul
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