N

MY HURT, MY PAINS

cut my head open
take my brain out ,lay it on the floor
smash my head against the door
come on ,take your gun out
pull the trigger,scatter the remains
look...I said look!! ,but not at me !!!
look at your shirt ,near the last button
where my blood stained
put it close to your nose
sniff it like cocaine
let your tongue touch it
how does it taste ?,sweet right ?
like salty sweet caramel
come on ...
don't be afraid
you look surprised
don't tell me your are amazed
by my words...hmm
you called me a monster
yes you are right ,but am the monster you made
have u forgotten the negative words you said ,those words hurts more than a deep cut
from a sharp razor blade
you don't know how much your words hurts
nights after night ,l lay sleepless on my bed
staring at the ceiling, numb ,I lost my feelings
I wish your words could fade 😭
©nonipop