Not by birth
but its by making
everyday I try to stand up for myself
But when I do, I crumble down
see me falling apart
so tell me how to defend myself
because I don't know how
still trying to find myself.
But you steal from me again,
every time I try to spit a word
I choke and tear up
my words being stolen from my mouth again
blaming myself because am used to
being the wrong and bad
I shut myself down
now my Demons Haunt me
I try to be strong
but those who know me would tell you
I don't breakdown in public.
so I stopped trying
Now I do!
©laddybabby
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