Getting home, tired
But I keep on thinking
Silence embraces me,
Don't you know that my mind,
Only consists of one person?
And that is none other than my inspiration
The one who keeps ignoring me
And if she only knows how it feels like,
That the person who you treasured the most,
But left you and she's right beside you
Damn, She even touched my hand
That was epic and rather crazy
But moving on is an easy task now
But memories keeps on hunting me
But the only one who can distract me to it
Keeps on running? Or rather hiding
I want to be free from bad memories
I want to make new ones
But someone keeps making the main character away from me.
Don't you know that,
I love making poems,
Because of the reason that I have you?
My one and only reason.
Can you really stay?
Please stay, if not just tell me though,
So that I can prepare myself
I hope God has plans for us.
I'm thinking of you the time,
We we're riding
You're just right beside me,
Yet you're too far
Can I have you just for myself just for once?
But I know that will never happen
I hope in my next birthday
You will be the one I'll receive as a gift
But right now,
I keep on running but you keep on hiding
What to do?
To think of it, I have insecurities
And no one can get me out of there now
Can you save me?
I think no,
Because you have your new priorities now
Can I turn back time?
No, But I can bring it to the present
Yet, You refused
Is my imperfections that bad?
Can you tell me the truth?
If you can stay or not?
I'm tired, very tired,
Tired of waiting,
Tired of suppressing this feelings
It hurts me a lot
You're the cause of it
But it will vanish once you show me,
That you really care
Are you playing with me?
I wish, I can trully express myself
So that everyone will love me,
Love me with my outside appearances
I told you before,
I'll find a new inspiration
And I think I found her
The one who's reading this
Ps: Actually I made this poem for my best friend and she cried together with my teacher and my friend who read this too and I hope you all will like it ☺
©krishna_ss
K