I thought you meant forever
But then I heard you would never.
So I was thinking to myself and came up with that forever my love, you would be, never.
So I wrote a note to my older self saying, don't count on us to ever be together.
Now I only count on myself,
The words I praise, with self doubt.
Because even with everything I cared about,
Tore my dignity in two, and now I only count on myself.
Love was never my best friend.
As much as I had to give, things always came to some kind of end.
Now, I look at my past, and I learn from it to never repeat it again.
Because this kind of love, is completely my kind of end.
©terrylin53
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