If I die today
What memory
Would you have
Of me?
Would you still
Remember me?
Would you still
Love me the
Same?
Come on tell
Me
Will I be
Forgotten?
How fast will
You move on?
How fast will
You replace me?
Would you still
Think of me?
Would you wait
For my calls?
Even though
I'm gone
Would you miss
To kiss me?
Come on talk
I'm listening
Tell me now
I'm anxious
I'm holding a razor
As we speak
I've filled a river
Before I cut
Before I end it
Now right now
Talk to me
Tell me
Why ain't you talking?
I know if I die
Tonight no one
Will miss me
No one will feel
My absence
No one will even
Notice I'm crying
For help
No one will read
In between the lines
To know how much
Pain is in me right now
I don't matter anyway
I don't know if ill
Survive this
I don't know if I'll
See tomorrow
Over 59 pills
And I'm about to cut
It's my last CRY OF HELP
©mara_pain
LIFE IS A SERIES OF PAIN
©mara_pain
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