Amber,
I think about you and my heart starts to ache.
missing you is more than I take.
you were my Rock even though when we were working I couldn't barely voice how I felt.
I don't find your company annoying or odd.
honestly you are addictive to me and I don't know why.
I laid in bed at night thinking about you.
thinking about the friend I can't help but fall in love with.
leaving you and burger king was the hardest thing I ever had to do yes that includes standing up to my stupid family.
yet I think about you and that suddenly isn't as terrifying.
but my feelings for you they never go away they just linger.
yet the thought of ever losing you breaks my heart too much.
I don't want to forget you.
you're the one girl in years I've had feelings for you.
yet I restrain myself outta of love.
cuz I can accept you and everything about you and still love what can never be .
but still love what could be.
you been on my eye every since I met you.
and the more I don't say my feelings makes them more true.
yet I found myself not being able to live without you.
yet in a dream in my thoughts there's always you the girl, my best friend, I can't never leave behind.
©darkdeity
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