quite
calm
collected
never in a circle
always alone
growing up
outside of the house
life seemed like a fairy tail,
like a book
never any bad
pretend like everything was ok
people asking
and I'm
always ducking and dodging
avoiding the questions
acting like everything was ok
.....
.....
but
grandma passed
mom was going in and out of
a cycle
hiding my pain throu video games
like it was my last
hospital jumping
and between all the arguing and fighting
trying to remember what happen to the
good times
or was i just to young to remember.
©underrated
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