I wish i can have a better life one that theres no stress and worries.
Im tired of being hurt all the time i wanna be happy again.
I want to enjoy the life and have no problems.
Its normal to argue and cry at times but then its best to make up in the end.
I hate its always my fault for everything tired of being the blame.
oneday ill open my eyes and realize that i need to go and let him go before things get worse i dont wanna be the blame for it all i love him but sometimes love not just enough need respect and care and need to be happy.
once that day comes i know in the end i be happy maybe staying single is what i just need i gotta find my self before i can love another.
once i find my way through life again ill be happy and free ill prob be the happiest i ever been.
for now im writting my thoughts down thinking hard what i wanna do with my life and im figuring out whats gd for me either changes be made or ill just have too leave and we go both our own ways ill be back at home happy with my famiky while he struggles alone in sorrow but hell never find another like me.
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