My life
A Symbolic expression that tries to bring gratification to my flesh.
Eating the very words that entrap my breast- bone, explode in a new song of synchromatic tragedy that forces me in this reality.
Of Multicultural timeline trying to define the very core of my existence .
grab hold of myself questioning where do I fit in in this thing called life.
looking for acceptance for man tearing my clothes martyred, and Scorn to the depth of my bone. Shattered fragments holding on to a string ,catching my breath singing that song that plays constantly in my mind ,my mind ,my mind,
Fast forward, stop, pause, rewind different day new line of my life as I knew it trying to get through it . to see what I have become numb in a world where getting paper is all they know ,so I slow down, because my heart is beating fast ,drumline off key ssshhhh listen.
Can You Hear What I Hear ?and see what I see? blood crying out the ground from young men dying .shots being fired releasing a sound of mothers crying .
as Daybreak morning news of disasters and earthquakes. bring me to my knees, frustrated of men ,and women dying from HIV. tearing the flesh until there's nothing left but dust ,as a blows in the wind trying to Blind my vision.
So I can't see the choice that I made with my own selfish desires .whip beating down, sunburn, scorching hot Liquid Fire. hopelessly in love with a wannabe Thug who can't even pay his own rent.
So I hit the streets skin peeling off the bottom of my feet .trying to get $20 so my kids can eat a meal. This is not what I have envisioned held hostage from the corrupt system. drifting away tears filling my eyes but I hold back .
this is not what I envisioned I can't let this beat me I will break free to be the best that I can be not for anyone else trust me but as for me
My life
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