What was life before this?
Before my first smile led to my first kiss,
before everything I do, didn't revolve around you.
When my heart was filled with joy,
like a kid with his new toy.
Now every fist I take, makes my heart break.
And when the wind touches my skin I feel shivers within.
What was life before this?
when everything I did was loved and appreciated.
And never did I feel so abandoned,rejected or humiliated.
When I was God's gift to someone,
and not just a token
What was life before this?
My life before this now seems like just a dream.
left in the dark, never to be seen.
And only when I'm gone will my story live on.
The story of my life, my life before this.
©lana
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