today I made a lighthouse
it looks ok ☺️ but im not
a good artists but I try 🎨
may be one day I will become
a good artists or just paint 🎨
for myself.
It keeps me from going nuts
I cry a little every day..
I try to hold on to myself 😅
and I miss my son so much
I got to keep going .
and doing my poems .
I paint 🎨 so my mind keeps
me going .Lord know I try.
my legs are shaky and I can't stand
long I keep asking myself
why 😭 can't I do like I did before
why can't I walk or clean like I used to
I used to do all kinds of things
now I can only set and do my poems
paint play with my dogs
o why I need my body back.
im just to dam old .
lol but my mind is
not jk .
©sallymae
S