I could never truly understand the feeling deep inside, so completely overwhelming I'll break down and cry, I've never felt this way before and scared me from the start, if I knew that you would hurt me I'd still give to you my heart,
I can't make any sense of it I don't know what to do, I don't even love myself as much as I love you, and I always think of different ways to prove it is the truth ..and every single time we kiss the entire planet moves, when I am out and about I watch people pass and I know for certain they dont have the feeling that I have, it's something very special I have never seen before cuz when you leave for any reason my heart feels like it's torn, it's hard to separate the love and the pain I feel like I'm not getting anything back and that your love for me's not real, and I dont know how to live without me loving true and I cannot take my heart back because it belongs to you, I would do the exact same thing including all the pain, I do know that you love me but it will never be the same, I'm gonna ask you if I can search my heart you have it everyday, I will try not to cry enduring all your pain, I need you to understand it's a love I can't express, if I think of being without you it feels like death at best, so if you can put me first and stop the going away, I will happily be in pain for you every single day, you will never understand or comprehend this love that I feel, I just hope and pray you don't give up my love for you is real
©luvthought
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