wishful thinking that come quietly in the night.
lonely whispers and moans become you in the night.
I want you.
I need you.
when everything crumbles and doesn't feel right.
I yearn for only you in the darken night.
I can picture your nightgown or tank top falling.
the taste of your lipstick stained lips almost got me crawling.
a smear of your makeup, the warmth of my hand touching you caressing you but the phone rings startled I'm not used to you calling.
in another room cuz I don't want the girl naked in the other room to notice you calling.
I tell you how bad I miss you how I wish it was you in my bed not her.
I tell you how my lustful thoughts seem to linger when you are away.
I tell you how I wish I could caress your porcelain pale skin and kiss every inch of you from start to end.
I tell you how I wanna be inside you and ravage you again and again.
I tell you how I wanna fondle your breasts while stroking your black raven like long hair till the taste of you gets me drunk.
I wanna feel how wet your thighs are as my two index fingers snatch out your soul.
you gasp you moan you lose all sense of control.
thoughts like theses haunt me.
they rip and eat at my soul.
fore these emotions I can not confided in you.
I dare not speak the words.
the words that are dear to my heart but I can not mumble a word.
as dreams I get lost.
and fantasies I'm bound to eternity to worship.
thoughts of you play sultry game with me.
a seductive welcome.
your pussy wet it aches for my tongue.
your ass whines to spanked.
I fell in love with Mrs.right but was captured by mrs.wrong.
fore I dreamt of loving you I dreamt it so much it made me a nocturnal animal.
such blind devotion made me lovesick I wanted only you but did it make me a cannibal?
yet I was a zombie for you.
but I only wanted your heart.
lustful thinking you had me slain from the start.
your deep Sea blue eyes like daggers caressing my heart like a kung fu grip you were waiting to squeeze.
and I will forever be dying to marry you just waiting to exhale waiting for the yes that had in love and paralyzed on bended knee.
yet I'm with someone else yet I love you trying to survive the phobia that makes me wanna leave.
hanging by a thread such a lonely weave.
©darkdeity
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