I cry, I laugh, I yell
So it can all be well
My heart beats so fast
Just because I need to get past
And against those odd feelings
As I seek attention badly
Only to think I want it from one
A certain individual, yet feels like
That person doesn't care
The care comes only when we are together
Once we are afar, the busy act sets in
And it's totally creeping into my skin
Crawling into a space in my heart
Making me second guess my feelings
Either its one sided from me or both
I feel so bad just because I need that attention
Right from the person who claims is in love with me
Is it too much to ask? Is it really too much?
Guess I just need to guard my mental health
Act like I'm in wealth
So I can enjoy my peace
And live in ease
©jummykay
J