Your about to enter my mind, it's my everyday battle. it's something I've lived with for a long time. I sincerely hope you enjoy.
My mind is an interesting yet, lonesome place.
I am complex in my thoughts, I am always finding ways to keep myself from drowning. as I can't help but listen to the Ill minded pressures.
I blackout, entrapped in my mind's grasp. He is causing me to lose hope, he is causing me to become enraged he won't stop, he just won't stop the torture. He loves to play with my mind as he's the master, he controls it all.
Sat empty, feeling nothing. I can't help but to layer myself with my mask, my mask it's my guard is protects me from the outsiders looking in.
I can't recall the last time I went through a day where I felt wanted, where I felt needed, where I wasn't treated like the door mat for my shoes.
I struggle each day, to find my happiness as I am so damaged it pains me to smile. it kills me inside as I know it's not real.
My mind is complex, it makes me feel too many things, just to burn it all Infront of me. He is the master.
Save me.
©danmcb
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