My mind

I am not able to, fulfil my mind.
I am not able to, change other mind.
I am understanding, what is going on.
But I am not praying to that god.
As I know,this world is mine.
As I know what, I have to mine.
But all is getting in vain .
I am doing all, but in pain.
I am not able to, share my mind.
No one knows ,what I have to find.
listening songs,gives me comfort sometimes.
Then what happens, I can't remind.
Sometimes hope come in mind.
Which brings out, lovely shine.
That I can do ,what I want to do.
Without thinking, what will they do.
I have to be with my mind,
Without thinking, Will they fine?
At present there is dark all side.
but one small hole is looking from last side.
It consist of dim shine.
Which is calling me and saying,lets have a ride.
There is small board aside.
And that was my mind.