My mind is a blank, just like this page till i fill it with rage because the thought of fact your not coming back is killing me. literally ripping me up my mind it feels struck, stunned, its tucked up. i run from my day to day priorities in reality, slowly losing sanity, didnt plan to be this way. life it seems has always been tough and rough for me but now i run out of luck my emotions feel sick stricken and wicked by the twisted thoughts and vision i have been given. im only dreaming of getting rid of the demon thats breathing down my neck, but no time to rest. really putting my strength to the test. sometimes i feel i need to fade back to black but truth be told, i cant afford to do that. the day i laid my hand on top of your coffin was the day i understood that life is worth nothing without you, so true. gotta try beat the bad habbits but its savage like a hammer banging, haunted distorted thoughts. screaming i need help in my my head but instead im down crawling on the floor. got me caught, eyes hazed lights flicker and blaze. hacking, smash and cracking open my cranium pick apart my brain like im playing games. im smiling but why. still alive but half mind blind, my body is whole so i guess my soul has been saved for the reaper to claim on any other day..
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