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My Mind's A Wonderland

My mind's a fucking wonderland!
Feet on the ground sinking in quick sand!
I can't quiet catch my thoughts!
I wonder why I've always continued and fought!

My mind runs through my wonderland of fucking madness
Everyday I fight away the thoughts of sadness!
My mind's a fucking wonderland!
I hate that I have to live this way!
I hope my kids never see my struggling mind I pray!
I hope they never see me fight the demons on my head!
My mind's still a fucking wonderland!
I hope they forget every negative thing I've ever said!
This wonderland I'm stuck in tells me I'm not good enough!
It tells me to stop fighting when things get tough!
My mind's a wonderland!
This place where my thoughts run wears me down!
I just want peace I just want to not hear a sound!
Will ever get to rest my fucking mind?
Will there ever be a peaceful time?
Someone save me my mind's trapped in this wonderland!!
©freebird18