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My Mom

Mom, are you there? I love you.
Though every time I mention your name I think of them pill bottles
You never wanted to stop huh? Go full throttle!
Don't stop until death comes for you!
Fear is the only thing I felt for you
You made me think love isn't even possible!
Pain is a jail cell I'm living in
I asked for you! Then the devil came fuck it I'm giving in
No body has the right to say I didn't fight for you!
I literally was stabbed in my stomach for you!
What would I tell Jamie huh? She's too young to understand!
What if she asks for you?!
What if she wants to hold your hand?!
Jamie, baby, mama's got to leave. why?
She's got to go to work tonight
Shush little girl I won't let dad hurt you
What?! where did that motherfucker touch you?!
Mom! Dad's acting weird again!
His eyes are red and he has really shaky hands!
Fuck get away from Jamie man!
Get away from us! You love those drugs right?!
I mean you slapped me across the face for it!
Protect it with all your might!
You lost a son and a daughter too
kick us out on the streets make us more pitiful!
Dad, fuck other women too
I hope! The devil gets back at you!
I'm cutting myself completely off these roots!
Oh I'm taking Jamie too
I'm 16 but I'm a better guardian than you!
Fuck!