You come towards me like a bolt of sweet beautiful decent
You dare not to look me in thee eye
The moment you stare; trapped are you
Unable to move away it scares you
I know you are fighting your feelings
But your doing to well at that
I am also human and I can't take all of that
You pull and thug at my heart strings
Stop being inconsistent and man up please
Help me with torcher
Can you be so cruel to continue and cause me to lose my composure
I try so hard to keep work and private life apart but all this confuses me and it is driving me insane
I can't take anymore
I'm no longer the same
My sanity was left in the wind
Love is all I have left to give
I let you hurt me and continue to do so
I am a coward and I rightfully say so
I was never like this before
If you don't want me will anyone else step on my floor
I have none to take on
You left me a hole with a pulse deep and I can't move on
When will my heart hurt less
When will things get better and will I get out of this mess
©savy
S