My 1 regret that hurts the most
That haunts me every day, every night
I should've been there when she closed her eyes
She knew she was dying, she knew it was soon
I was a fool, thinking I had time
Plans to find time
But it was a waste
Because she died too soon
March 6th I gotta call
I was playing, having fun
Not knowing she was dead
Not knowing our plans died to
I was cleaning, listening to music
Mom called I didn't care
I could call her back
Siblings made me go to the phone
She was crying I was confused
What made her cry
I should've known
My aunt was dead
Died in her sleep
I wasn't there, I should've been there
We made plans
Plans that change
But I should've been there
She was alone, all on her own
While I was joking around
Jokes died now
I cried... No... I sobbed
We were close, so close
She was born on the 5th
And I on the 18th
We were both Aquarius's
We were the same
We acted alike
But she's gone
My heart hurts
My 1 regret we should've been together
I should've gone to see her
We talked about everything
Now she's gone
I sobbed so much
So bad, my brother had to calm me
It still hurts
Almost 2yrs
My heart never healed
I never healed
I know she's happy
I know she's ok
But it still hurts
She should be here
It's selfish, I know
But that's my only regret
I shoud've been there.
2/5/2020
3:38pm
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