My faith and hope appears to not fill up the possibility bucket
I kept and always keep wishing but never complete is my mission
I try but never enough to fulfill what's broken within
Not in me but your broken heart torn into pieces
I am to blame for my wrongdoings
Yes I admit
Being apart from you is naught but a pain I always have to endure
With the hope that one day all the pain I caused will be gone
And we start, not from where we left off but a new chapter
Just you and me in our own exquisite world
My wish never comes to eventuality
Nor feel as reality
And that is to reconcile with you
Stupid I was letting go of such a beautiful soul
Now all I have left is a massive hole
I couldn't take responsibility for my reckless actions
Neither discern right from wrong
The repercussions thereafter teared me apart
Hit me hard as though a roof had fallen over my head
First part of my eye-opening
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