You can hear the pain in my laugh.
My demons keep coming back.
I'm not sure if I'll ever learn to live again.
But I'll be damned if I let them win.
The doctor's ask me where it hurts?
Everywhere.
Everywhere on this planet earth.
I've been begging for mercy with a fist full of hate.
Release me from the chains of agony.
Show me my fate.
The days are so long and the memories are so few.
Come tomorrow I'll be waiting.
Waiting for you.
I'll be waiting evermore.
Until my end of days I'll wallow.
Wallow in my pit of sorrow.
Why does everything full of life make me feel so hollow?
They are so many roads you can take in life.
Mine is not one to follow.
Mine is full of regret and trauma.
Yes you can blame my Mama.
Burned out is my desire.
Go ahead light the match.
Set me afire.
Give me life.
Take away the pain.
Help me find a purpose again.
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