I tell you how I feel but it doesn't matter how I feel at least not anymore I tell you how I feel but nothing changes you go back to your old ways walking out the door over and over again. okay yeah you hurt me every day you abuse me but I don't care I've been broken so many times I forgot how it feels to be happy again. The truth is I like the pain, The pain is the only way I can truly express what I'm feeling the poems I write helps me to but its only half of what I'm feeling. the pain is my only friend it never leaves me its always there its the only thing that keeps me going its the only thing that never leaves the only thing I can depend on. The people that made me happy are dead and there's nothing I can do to bring them back if I could go back in time to hear there laugh there voice to see them one more time I would. usually the pain would bring back all the sad memories but for me its different for me the pain brings back all the happy memories my demons keeps berried inside me. so call me crazy because I don't care its the truth.
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