There is always doubt in my mind
Feel pain of some sort of kind
The aching in my heart 💔 is real
Keeps me from having that to feel
Loving feeling what the deal
I try so many times and get let down
My heart gets broke and I have found
Going through this is something I have troubles with
You eventually get tired of the shit
Giving it all for them to let you down
Made a fool of laughed at all over town
Talked about like you a joke just to start with you know
Finding out lies have been told
Then you think that maybe things will be okay you'll stay
To soon walk the
The walk of shame
It's stupid for real you know
Seen this dumb shit so many time I should know
I give and give thinking things be better this time
Saying he a good guy I'll be fine
Guess what same thing nothing changes for me
When will I learn
Alone is what in store for me
Single life I guess is my destiny
©tinamarie
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