Life is hard to understand
After you lose that special loved one
What was two is now one, that is still at a stand
One is a lonely number now that they're gone
MY QUEEN...
You were my morning and night...
Cherished seeing your smile before I'd go to work
My breakfast you always made perfectly right
And how you spoiled me feeding me with a fork
Haha...
MY QUEEN...
Your calls and messages to say I love you...
Would make my day spectacular boo
With hearts and smiles, I painted in my mind
Precious moments that are now left behind
MY QUEEN...
Promises we made...
After making love in our throne bed we'd laid
Still fulfills me to this day
And how you begged me to stay...
"Baby no one could ever make me feel the same way!!!"...
"THAT IS TRUE, I SAY!!!"
MY QUEEN...
Birthdays and Anniversaries...
We'd make our own paradise
At home, we preferred to make our own sanctuaries
Roses and wine was all needed to your eyes
In a passion and affection what it truly signifies...
MY QUEEN...
Never was a day I would never miss
The huge hugs and your romantic kiss
Mmmmm...
The flavor of your silky lips
Resting my arms on your beautiful curvy hips.
How you adored as I brought you tulips...
MY QUEEN...
I always raged mad...
To see you so sad...
Massaging your gloom and more I wish I had
But when we had an argument fight
I found it super sexy, dynamite...
I turn off the light
Relaxing you to making it again all right...
MY QUEEN...
I remember your last seen...
How it was like only yesterday
(tears slides down)
When making sure our laundry was clean
Always taking care of our things every day
Now that was love...
My queen dove...
MY QUEEN...
In bad times how we'd cry together...
I'd make sure you were always feeling better
Now I cry alone
On my own
Why are you gone?!!
These sorrowful tears now shown
That I must endure as each day goes on
MY QUEEN...
You were my everything...
Still are from the moment of a wedding ring
that I now wear in your memory
It shatters me desperately
This is so painfully tough for me...
MY QUEEN...
How all you do--to me mean...
The bedroom is the same way as you left it
I now see you in only a dream
As I lay in our love bed and I coldly sit
A Cold spot feeling where you always been...
I know it's you as I don't mind your visit
MY QUEEN...
Time is so dreadfully still...
So dull without your warm feel
Inside I feel like myself I just want to kill
"But I remember"...
--How you never liked that dark deal--
You said...
"Life is beautiful"...
In rough roads challenger
Different paths that will take you
as we live life longer...
Never let it hit you like a timber
WITH GOD EVERYTHING WILL CONQUER
LOVE AND FAITH MAINTAINS STRONGER
MY QUEEN...
Your touching words I can never forget
Drifting away in a coffin that's ready and set
Oh, baby...
I'm deeply sorry
How I wish it was instead me...
Here's my love in a rose...for you...
A rose for you...
I'm so lost...
Without you...
My heart is broken and blue...
In a deep respect
My sad farewell...
Will I ever see you again??
My wife, lover and best friend...
Only time will tell...
But yet...
"This is very hard to accept"...
LORD PLEASE!!!
"HELP ME COMPREHEND"!!!
WHY IT HAS TO BE THE END???
CALM MY GRIEF WITH YOUR ANGELIC ANGEL
"PLEASE MERCIFULLY SEND!!!".....
MY QUEEN...
"Without you is like not having a heart"...
I'm truly trying to move on
But its too hard!!!
How will I overcome???
Hearing our favorite love song...
🎶Till death do us part🎶
BUT IN THE MEANTIME...
I PROFOUNDLY REFLECT...
DEATH IS NOT A CRIME...
OR IS IT FOREVER GOODBYE...
IT'LL TAKE TIME
FOR ME, MYSELF AND I...
BUT NOT TO FAIL AS I'll STOP BY
AND VISIT YOUR RESTING AND SAY HI...
IT WON'T BE EASY...
BUT SWEETHEART THAT I'll DO
TILL THE DAY I THEN HAVE TO ALSO DIE
I LOVE YOU...
AND FOREVER MY PEACHY...
"PATIENCE IS THE KEY"...
I KNOW, I KNOW...
THE TRUTH IS...
WHAT GOD'S PLANS HE STILL HAS PREPARED FOR ME
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
WHAT I STILL MUST EXPECT...
AND MEMORIES OF YOU IS ALL I GOT LEFT
I KNOW, I KNOW...
IT'LL BE AN ULTIMATE STRIFE...
BUT BEFORE I GO...
SO I'll SAY IT LIKE THIS...
MY BOO...
MY QUEEN...
"FOR YOU... FOR YOU... FOR YOU!!!"
I KNOW IT'LL BE A LONG JOURNEY WHILE...
BUT I PROMISE YOU THAT...
"I'll IN YOUR HONOR CONTINUE TO SMILE"...
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