you were my everything.
my world.
my tears in the red kissed sunset.
you're were my dream lost in ocean blue.
you ache deep in my soul.
I was crazy about you.
obsessed just to be with you.
yet our love was so surreal.
you were my cherry bomb.
my constant seductively partner in crime.
yet when dark came you were never around.
never to stop my scars no matter how fresh you never stop my scars from bleeding.
I ache for you.
I needed you.
yet there were times where I thought you would never leave.
yet the calls were less texts were few and it seemed I was no longer needed yet there's still love.
and I wanted to tell you so bad your absence hurt me in ways I couldn't believe.
yet the love no matter how tragic there was still love.
to you were as precious as a raspberry lotus dancing in the water.
I wish for happiness.
I wished for love when I saw you.
finding solace in the fact you would never be mine again and this hurt the most.
yet you will always be my raspberry lotus.
©darkdeity
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