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My Relationship with My Rapist

Gently, in every desired way I was drawn to you.
You have been my favourite since the moment I have laid eyes on you.
All my ins and outs you knew - so well.
Where did you go wrong? You have taken advantage of my weakness, you were so strong. The way you caught me off guard made me so numb.
I haven't processed what you have done, this isn't the man I've come to know. Those innocent eyes, that gentle smile, that contagious laugh...you ripped me apart.
Yet I have taken so long to let go of you, I still do. Maybe a part of me still wishes that you will prove me wrong, that this side of you was never true. Just a glitch in the universe, another entity has taken over you.
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