So my results from the blood work I had gotten a week or so ago.
Had me thinking about how much longer will I have to live, before turning into a vegetable.
Many thoughts of what I'd be like,
If I couldn't use my hands anymore.
Would I be alright,
Unable to use my hands or be miserable?
Would I become a different person,
If I became cripple and not functional?
My Dr. tells me I need more test done to detect the problem right away,
Before it's too late to cure what's fixable...
It's unpredictable.
I'm hoping things won't be as bad as I think, fuck this shit...all this shit is terrible!!
Wish all of it would go away by some kind of miracle.
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