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my secret place

I go to this place its dark,depressing,scary,and hateful but i never tell any one about this place its my secret place its the place where i hide the place i can have feelings and emotions the place where i wonder whats wrong with me the place i hurt and think about ways to hurt u the place i reflect on my younger self and remember all the times i got punched in the mouth and kicked in the head the place where i realised if u learn to like the pain it just becomes fun and enjoyment the place i learned that the best plot for revenge or how to make someone hurt with out physically touching them the place i learned how to destroy ur hopes and dreams see people would say to me whats wrong with u why are u the way u are because i let them see me so now i hide in this special place and now they say to me ur so nice and helpful never remembering the time they hurt me or what they did or said to me just like they didnt know it was me who smashed there windows in for fhe pain they verbally inflicted on me or that im the one who told ur wife about ur booty on the side well she was blowing me so many things ive learned over time like patents and learning everything I can about my enemys and there loved ones and all the things they want no one to know the things that make me dangerous in this specail place where i even keep one of them hostage never to let him go whos that u may be wondering its the true me but theres so many of me to keep track of or even trust so here i stay in my special place its all mine and im sure in time or in passing u to will find that special place or i guess some people just call it there mind
words from "The Mad Crazy Dark Poet"