My sister(my apologies)
Here I am , Saying sorry again
My actions don't align , Where my mind has been
Here i go , Apologizing deeply
My words came out , Unintended yet freely
Wish on stars , Ones that could help me
Refrain from speaking , And cause so much grief
You my sis , Wiser and smarter
Without you around , Things would get harder
Only one , Sister I have
But she's my idol , Why do I do this crap?
No one else , Has been there
Like you in the past , And I know it's not fair
It's so hard , Being my sibling
My mouth opens wide , And my brain starts tingling
Not a second , That I realize
What I have done , Until everyone has cried
I've said it , Many times before
If I could take it back , I wouldn't feel so sore
Words hurt , Harder than stones
I only have one of you , And I made you groan
Just the one , I will ever have
You can't be replaced , To not hear you I'd be sad
I hate it , When I do this
Stupid sh!t escapes , And everyone is pissed
I want to , Take it all back
Forget all I've said , And get back on track
I owe you , So so much
But all I can do , Is b!tch and stuff
One more time , I hope it will rest
Please I want peace , I ask your forgiveness
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