The sorrow I feel
I cant explain
To have you mad at me
Fills my heart with pain
I regret my actions
That brought us to this place
The pain I caused you
I feel like a disgrace
I know what you did for me
It wasnt in vain
You and your brother are my whole life
Without you beside me
My heart will surely die
I hope you forgive me
I know I'm flawed
I'm struggling with things you cant understand
At times I cant handle it
I'm sorry, I am
The burden is mine
Alone to bear
Pulling you in
Just isnt fair
So my son as hard as it must be
I need your love
And to know you support me
Dont shut me out
Or throw me away
I'm here for you son
Till my dying day
My love and support
Will always be
Theres nothing I would do for you
I hope you can see
One day this will be over I hope
And normal will settle back in
And it will become a memory of what a trainwreck I've been.
©annie
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