if you saw my soul,
you would cry,
the pain i keep inside,
while show the world i smile,
covering my sadness,
locking it in the closet of my soul,
its overflowing now,
its overcrowded with thoughts,
painful memories,
scars, pain and tears,
ive pretended to be ok so long,
my secrets and resurfacing,
i try to cover it back up again,
nothing is working,
please save me,
the world deaf to my plea,
im on a raft at sea,
help me ,
im quickly sinking,
i can only save my self,
but i cant swin,
im left drowing in my problems,
one day i will leave this world,
goodbye!!,
the end.
©nirmal
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