I'm standing up
My eyes at shut
Darkness is around me
I cam feel their is someone in front of me
I can feel their breath on me
I'm afraid of what they will see
My darkness, my hope, my dreams, my fear,
Everything that makes me me
I open my eyes and I'm looking in the mirror
I'm afraid of myself
Is life worth living If you are your own enemy
I tight with myself everyday and I always to be
I come home bleeding and thinking of death
I can't wait till death comes
And gets me I'll greet it with open arms
Till then I'll just to hope.
©nirajbaral
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