🤔🗯My thoughts🤔🗯

I keep trying and trying but I don't
see no affect. 
Seems like I soak up trouble like
rain and dirt. 
Struggling to find place to call home. 
Tryna hold on, been carrying this weight
for so long. 
Dying inside but outside I'm looking fears. 
It's been many moons since I shed a tear. 
If I did where that get me nowhere. 
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