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My Thoughts Now

My Thoughts Now
In a past poem I question myself about my girlfriend. I see now in the past she didnt see me as a lover but more as a friend. I understand now that women require space. This helps them with time to miss you and go at their own pace. I thought what I was doing would make her appreciate me. But being around her didnt allow her to be free. Im not in love with her. The space we have now thats what I prefer. Im just taking this relationship one day at a time. Maybe we will be together long or we split up and I meet a better woman I see as a dime. My focus now is getting my pritories in order. And continuing on raising my daughter. Also getting my finances and my body right. Focusing more on my passion so I can wont be depending on my job thats overnight. I see the world differently now. And I stopped asking the question why and how. I know with this type of mindset I will be more happier in life. And not focusing my happiness on a woman to make her my wife.
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