You think you may know me
But the outside is all you see
Deep within my soul
Is a pain no one will know
Lost amongst the fears
And holding back the tears
I try to go thru this alone
For no one can truly know
How it feels to lose what matters
most
And feeling like I am just a ghost
A glimpse of what I use to be
And left here so empty
You try to tell me you understand
But you just cant comprehend
The life that I use to live
And all that I had to give
Amongst the shadows of my fear
I stay away and keep you in the
clear
This is the dark side of the moon
For all you will find is gloom
I am my worst enemy
And now I can clearly see
You just won't let it go
And now no emotions I show
Walk away like the rest
Cuz you say you gave your best
In the end its all the same
I'm trapped and alone in vain
Slowly I slip away
And watch the day fade
The end is near for me
The end is what I pray to see
For you would not leave me alone
I am stuck and far from home
A tortured soul in this hell
A tortured soul I now dwell
©nirmal
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