kirstin mills I've tried
many many times
to try and get to see you
to understand why..
you came into my bedroom
we had sex and talked
you said your be back shortly
but I haven't seen you at all..
I wrote you many letters
and I've knocked at your door
but all you do is ignore me
and dont answer the door
you told me that you loved me
and I'm the best you've ever had
but all you do is blame me
for the troubles that you've had
I own up to taking drugs with you
but your family still dont know
that I wasnt the only one
theres people that they know..
steve,harry,tom
oh and claire too
so do the fucking right thing
tell your family before I do.
you made out I'm this person
that bought the drugs to you
but all the time you were smoking
with chay and others too
so kirstin what I'm saying
is I'm sorry really true
you was once in love with me
and me in love with you
I've seen you once or twice
since that afternoon
when we made love in my bedroom
and you said you love me too
we've been over for sometime now
your happy weight gain too
so kirstin mills I'm sorry
and really proud of you..
so pam,ken and keeley
oh and kayla too
I'm sorry for everything
and kirstin I loved you.
I know you must of heard by now
I'm seeing someone new
but every night I go to sleep
I only think of you
I've never ever loved anyone
how much that I loved you
but I got to try to learn to live
my life without you too.
so these are going to be
the last words I say to you
kirstin rebecca mills
I'm still in love with you xxx
©rushy1980
R