oh life of mine created by the pain i feel deep inside
this pain is awful and great
greater then all other feelings i harber
within
my heart shattered by the one i gave it to
my soul left me so now im soulless
it hurts to even speak so i stay quiet
it hurts to look at all those who i care for so i close my eyes
when i hear their voices i turn leave so i cant hear them
i say speaking the truth hurts
well i am truth incarnate
does that mean i hurt people or that i hurt myself every time i speak
sometimes i belive god gave me a gift
but its a curse
a crash course to self pitty and worthlessness
words are easy
emotions are harder
so i just say what i say and hate what does not come out
my pain is eternal i can only cope by being an isolated mess trying to avoid contact with people i may find something in common with
and so i hide and wait for my pain to quit if not i will cease to exsist in a plane worse then death and eternal anguish
that fate is living with my pain and guilt for all my days
©kosmic787
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