I wanted to grow so fast,
And live a big life at young age
So I made up mind,
and dive into this world
Of money and material wealth
This same world
Where everything will be nothing
Not even the precious life
Will be a thing in time to come
As such I become blind and deep,
Neither do I hear call nor do I give a shit to any correction
I couldn't even care about crucial and necessary steps,
And skipped them without me minding
Unknown to shallow thinking me
Who is trying to show off self to world
In an efforts serve
Bulk of desires, or greed to be honest
Which resulted to my downfall
To the lesser level than the usual
Believing, it might be a story
of someone, in the past or future
Somewhere else on this earth
Gut of me
In collaboration with
My innocent emotions
Give me the urge
To pen it out
©Anas Muhd
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