I didn't always call myself my strength until I fell down to my knees calling out for help
seeing the stars evening hours remembering that I had a life I couldn't stop
I knew It was my last word for my mum
because i was her weakness and she was my strength
i didn't have the courage until she said I was hers
there are sparks of a thousand stars that sparkle into my mind whenever I think about mum
cause I was lost when I couldn't find you
they shine though an open space to keep me into the light
but since they took me away from you I see darkness
will i ever see my light
i dont know if i will ever get to hug you again
I ought to dive to the deep ocean of my mind
but even my self
I couldn't stop sinking into the pain of being away from you
all I keep are our memories together, because I remember your talks and I remember you were my best teacher
our deepest fear is not being talked about
but being left in our own grip
am your weakness and your my strength
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